Thank you Meredith. This episode is for me. I'm on my third listen. Of every word you spoke and wrote since 2018, these are the most important ones for me. I left home at 13. I never felt like I belonged in that family, that country, that culture, and at times in humanity itself. I remember reading Stranger in a Strange Land feeling like the title was me. Loneliness and isolation were unacceptable, so I associated with many disordered characters to numb. Mary Jane was my best friend and when I finally said goodbye, this unresolved trauma resurfaced in full force.
I finished, sold and left behind almost everything I had built including relationships. Very little survived the purge. I also disconnected from the black pills which had become my support network. Today I'm literally building the new world, focussing on what I can do to help heal the world.
I don’t recall ever feeling lonely. I have always savored solitude, and one of my most cherished childhood memories is waking up before anyone else, packing a lunch, and then trekking to the farthest corner of our backyard, where I climbed into the cherimoya tree and read “Little Women” for hours.
Even after losing Michael, I have not felt lonely. I just miss *him*.
Chirimoya tree! Lucky you. I didn’t discover that delicious fruit until Peru. My favorite was finding ones shaped like a heart. I’m happy to know you’re not lonely and I can understand how much you miss him.
PEMF is different technology than ELFs from electrical lines, the radio waves of wifi or the high frequencies of cell towers, your phone, etc. You can go on PubMed and search PEMF to see hundreds of studies about the therapeutic and beneficial use of PEMF. If you know any horse trainers/owners, they can probably also tell you about PEMF equine therapy because it's been well known in the horse industry for some time. You can also look up PEMF mats which is one of the more known applications of PEMF technology for humans, though more expensive.
Thank you Meredith for the profound insights. They support what I have practiced for some time now, but give additional helpful inspirational information.
I ordered the Vibe from your affiliate link and thank you for the information. If you had the VaguVibe and/or bundle deals available on that affiliate link I would have ordered that too but I could not find it. For now I will try the Vibe and, if you don't have it on your affiliate link, I will order it from resona.health.
I'm glad the episode is resonating with you and inspiring you! Once you click the button on my landing page about the VIBE, that will take you to the Resona site and it knows you came with my affiliate link. You can purchase anything you want on there (the bundle deals or the other device etc.) and it's connected to my affiliate account. I'm loving the VIBE for myself and I used it on my dog the other night because she was having digestive issues. She was much better the next day. Looking forward to hearing your experience!
Thank you for the affiliate information. I will keep that in mind if I decide to get the VaguVibe later. All my animal partners including two Great Pyrenees sisters, an outdoor cat, and a 20 year old indoor cat, are doing great right now but I will see how they react to the VIBE. It will be fun for me to experiment with it when I get it and I will share my experiences. Thanks again.
Thanks Meredith
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Thank you Meredith. This episode is for me. I'm on my third listen. Of every word you spoke and wrote since 2018, these are the most important ones for me. I left home at 13. I never felt like I belonged in that family, that country, that culture, and at times in humanity itself. I remember reading Stranger in a Strange Land feeling like the title was me. Loneliness and isolation were unacceptable, so I associated with many disordered characters to numb. Mary Jane was my best friend and when I finally said goodbye, this unresolved trauma resurfaced in full force.
I finished, sold and left behind almost everything I had built including relationships. Very little survived the purge. I also disconnected from the black pills which had become my support network. Today I'm literally building the new world, focussing on what I can do to help heal the world.
Meredith I missed you.
Thank you for more wisdom-laden beauty, Meredith.
I don’t recall ever feeling lonely. I have always savored solitude, and one of my most cherished childhood memories is waking up before anyone else, packing a lunch, and then trekking to the farthest corner of our backyard, where I climbed into the cherimoya tree and read “Little Women” for hours.
Even after losing Michael, I have not felt lonely. I just miss *him*.
Chirimoya tree! Lucky you. I didn’t discover that delicious fruit until Peru. My favorite was finding ones shaped like a heart. I’m happy to know you’re not lonely and I can understand how much you miss him.
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Thank you! Thinking about ordering
It's not loneliness. It's being alone. There's a distinct difference that I've embraced. I stand courageous and tall with empathy for all.
I thought Low frequencies were the bad ones?
PEMF is different technology than ELFs from electrical lines, the radio waves of wifi or the high frequencies of cell towers, your phone, etc. You can go on PubMed and search PEMF to see hundreds of studies about the therapeutic and beneficial use of PEMF. If you know any horse trainers/owners, they can probably also tell you about PEMF equine therapy because it's been well known in the horse industry for some time. You can also look up PEMF mats which is one of the more known applications of PEMF technology for humans, though more expensive.
Thank you Meredith for the profound insights. They support what I have practiced for some time now, but give additional helpful inspirational information.
I ordered the Vibe from your affiliate link and thank you for the information. If you had the VaguVibe and/or bundle deals available on that affiliate link I would have ordered that too but I could not find it. For now I will try the Vibe and, if you don't have it on your affiliate link, I will order it from resona.health.
Thanks again.
I'm glad the episode is resonating with you and inspiring you! Once you click the button on my landing page about the VIBE, that will take you to the Resona site and it knows you came with my affiliate link. You can purchase anything you want on there (the bundle deals or the other device etc.) and it's connected to my affiliate account. I'm loving the VIBE for myself and I used it on my dog the other night because she was having digestive issues. She was much better the next day. Looking forward to hearing your experience!
Thank you for the affiliate information. I will keep that in mind if I decide to get the VaguVibe later. All my animal partners including two Great Pyrenees sisters, an outdoor cat, and a 20 year old indoor cat, are doing great right now but I will see how they react to the VIBE. It will be fun for me to experiment with it when I get it and I will share my experiences. Thanks again.